Silence Can Be So Disturbing..

dilema (yang ga penting)..

kepengaruh sama blognya leo nih..

some of u knows that im a Ferrari F1 fan, and one thing that i have bought with a ridiculously amount of money was a limited edition 1:8 model of a Ferrari F1 car..

dan sekarang sebenernya lagi ada yang pengen dibeli nih..

its a 1:something Ferrari 248 model;much much smaller than the one that i already had, and a season 2007 Ferrari jacket..both cost around Rp219.000 and 250.000..pretty expensive for a car model and a jacket cuma karena ada logo 'kuda'..

now,i cant really ngebeli dua2-nya since it'll cost me around setengah juta..yang bikin rada bingung sebenernya..

the model car was a model of Ferrari 248,the last Ferrari that Michael Schumacher raced with before his retirement at the end of the 2006 season..anyone who knows F1 knows Schummi..

while the jacket,is the one that Massa and Kimi wear for this season..tapi sebenernya..di indo sini kapan sih sebenernya bisa pake jacket setebel itu..but still..its a Ferrari jacket..

Tag! You're it!

Awalnya iseng udah lama ga liat blog bikinan Hennoi,eh..ternyata kena tag..yah,lumayan lah since udah lama banget ga ngisi2 blog..here are the rules then:

Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write a post of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don’t forget to leave a comment that says you are tagged in their comments and tell them to read your blog.

so..the followings are the 6 'keanehan' diri guwe dat u might not know it before..

1. yang pertama, kalo makan bubur/mie ayam, begitu pesanan dateng gw langsung ngasih kecap asin seenak jidat padahal belon dicicipin sama sekali..sebenernya bukan 'keanehan' diri guwe sendiri tapi sekeluarga memang begini karena bubur/mie yang umum itu memang kurang asin buat 'standar' kita..

2. when im meeting/talking with someone,or just any random people,guwe suka perhatiin into details what are their face/body features..jadi kalo guwe memperhatikan seseorang bukan berarti guwe demen ma dia..orang jelek pun guwe perhatiin..kalo dia jelek,apa yang bikin dia jelek..dia cakep,tapi ternyata idungnya kecil/besar..there's something wrong with his/her eyes, she/he has a weak chin/strong jaw, high cheek bones, small lips, upper body-nya lebih panjang daripada lower body..yah,sumthing like that lah..

3. when i watch for a certain movie for over and over again, bukan HANYA berarti i really2 love that movie,baik nonton di tv,di bioskop,dvd..contoh,i have watched Transformers 3 times, in the cinema..i want to know what other people's reaction to certain scenes..like this one, si aril nonton Constantine on a dvd,and my dad hasnt watch it before..so gw ikutan nonton just for pengen tau reaksi bokap to scene2 tertentu..

4. one other thing while im watching tv..guwe kalo nonton sporting events on telly, if the team that i support (wich is AC Milan in soccer abd Ferrari in F1) loses/ga punya harepan menang, i'd rather watch/do something else rather than to watch them..well..lose..did the same thing waktu nonton Indonesia vs Korea saat ketinggalan 0-1, mom told me,"kamu jangan suka menghindar dari kenyataan donk.."..well..i guess that was actually true..and im afraid that's what i've been doing in my life so far..

5. when i got angry/pissed off really2 bad..i eat or drink coke looking for a relief..its just like smoking, what makes me relax was only in my head..nothing to do with anything i consumed..and one more thing..just drive my car..either cuman ke mini mart di ruko,or ke pom bensin,anywhere,yang penting i just drive..well, cant really do that anymore since my car lagi 'penyakitan'..

6. i talk to my car..some people named theirs,but i talk to her..bisa dibilang temen curhat when i feel i like to be alone..give her a tap on the hood kalo nyampe tujuan/ditinggal di tempat parkir..say sorry to her when i treated her reclessly (denting or even bumped her to..something..), kalo angkat kopling kecepetan i sensed that she didnt like it when that happened..but she's sick now..broke down 6 times in 4 weeks just set new personal record..and the problem is we dont even know what was wrong and that means we still couldnt fix her..i just wish dat she could talk back and show us what's the problem..or maybe she's just tired..a 11 year old car is an old lady..

and now i'm going to choose 6 people to be tagged:

1. Leo: boy, cant imagine what can i do without u n ryan on my first year back in nz? and still,what can i do without u after that?honestly, bushwalking, those endless nights, masak buat sabryn, i just cant describe it with words..

2. Sabryn: hahaha..i actually ga inget gimana caranya kita ma leo bisa deket ya dulu..kayanya dari seringnya lue numpang mobilnya dia deh..miss those old times..eating ice creams, watching (someone else's) fireworks with background music..hahaha.. XD

3. Ellis: sister,ay? hahaha.. u had tought me so many things in this life..and u still accepted me whatever i am..

4. Nadya: temen ngayal..hahaha..( dont give the wrong ideas,guys) XD apa jadinya ya kalo kita ga ketemu pas pameran waktu itu? n_n

5. Teconk: first best friend in my life..berawal dari 'blue gank' waktu sd ya..hahaha..kapan bisa ketemu lagi? gali minyak mulu nih.. Xp

6. Elrica: (haruskah dia lagi? u're not suppose to tag someone who tagged u kan?hahaha) just kidding,el..yah,bisa dianggep kita udah tau keburukan masing2..or should i say guwe udah tau keburukan2 dia? hahaha..paling sering curhat di telpon..apalagi kalo kebiasaannya waktu nelpon muncul..whoa,excuse me,sista! suka ngebangunin pake sms jem 3-4 pagi pake curhat di sms waktu guwe masih di nz..

sekarang sejak dia k Sg, udah ga ada yang curhat ma gw lagi dah..kinda miss dibikin repot ma dia..

anyway,there u are..6 of my uniqueness,and 6 of my friends that i have tagged..

NB: thanks,Hen..u really made me to think hard for this one..  ^^

choices..

when u know that u're 'leaving'(or 'dying' for a more straight forward word)..would u try not to be n love with someone sehingga tak ada yang menangisi dirimu ketika kau pergi..or would u grab it and when u're gone,seseorang yang kau cintai itu akan merasa kehilangan karena ditinggalkan?

dan ketika seseorang yang kau kasihi mencintai orang lain,akankah kau memilih untuk menjadi egois,taking that person for urself...or akankah kau mengorbankan perasaan pribadi,demi kebahagian seseorang itu?

just watched the movie 'Heart'..its a good one..

maniak bola..

berbahagialah buat cewe2 yang cowo-nya ga suka bola...

menurut survey yang dilakukan di Inggris, cowo2 Inggris lebih banyak memilih klub bola kesayangan mereka ketimbang pasangannya..

dari 2000 orang yang ditanyai, 94% diantaranya mengaku akan tetap setia medukung klub sepakbola kesayangannya,seburuk apapun penampilan mereka.dan 52% mengaku akan segera memutuskan hubungan dengan pasangan-nya apabila mereka tidak 'sejalan', dan tidak segan2 membatalkan untuk pergi melayat kerabat yang meninggal demi menonton pertandingan bola..

itu di Inggris yang emang maniak bola...bagaimana di indo?

=3

worl cuuuppp!!! XD

for me,the highlight of FIFA World Cup 2004 was not when Brazil came up as the champion after defeating Germany 3-0..not when the Germans hit their tomahawk on SAudi Arabia by defeating them 8-0..but it was when France got defeated by debutant Senegal..on the first match of the competition..it was so wonderful..

so..what's gonna be the highlight of the World up this time?  ^^

Aintree, horsepower & Formula One racing

05 June 2006

This weekend marks the 40th Grand Prix to be held at Silverstone, and in recent years the Northamptonshire racetrack has become practically synonymous with the British round of the championship. It wasn't always so. Many will remember the British Grands Prix that took place at Brands Hatch in Kent. Between 1964 and 1986 the race alternated between here and Silverstone each year, and Brands also hosted the European Grands Prix in 1983 and 1985. Far fewer will remember that there used to be another home for the British Grand Prix - one that is now far better known for another kind of racing. Delve further into the history books and you'll learn that, between 1955 and 1962 the race was held at five times at Aintree, near Liverpool, on a circuit right next to the famous horse racing track where the Grand National takes place every year. The circuit was built around the outside of the Grand National course, featuring mostly slow corners and the decently rapid Sefton Straight. Spectators viewed the action from the same stands used for horse races, meaning the facilities were considerably better than those at Silverstone during the same era. In 1955 the first race held at Aintree developed into a very memorable contest between two of the greatest drivers of the age. Both the legendary Juan Manuel Fangio and the young Stirling Moss were driving for Mercedes, the dominant team of the era, with Moss snatching pole position by 0.2 seconds from his more experienced team mate. In the race both streaked away from the chasing pack, with the gap between Fangio and third-placed Karl Kling over a minute by the time they reached the flag. But it was Moss who hung on to take victory - his first - by the narrowest of margins, making him the first Englishman to win the British Grand Prix. After the race it was rumoured that Fangio had eased off to allow his team mate victory on home soil, but the Argentinean never confirmed this. Further down the order, the race also marked the debut of Jack Brabham, although he retired his Cooper-Bristol and didn't make it to the finish. Aintree saw several more dramatic races, with Moss taking another victory - this time shared with fellow Brit Tony Brooks in a Vanwall - in 1957, and Brabham emerging victorious in 1959, the same year he would go on to become world champion. 1961 saw a Ferrari 1-2-3 for Wolfgang von Trips, Phil Hill and Richie Ginther. The final Grand Prix to be held at the circuit was in 1962, where Jim Clark took an easy victory in his Lotus-Climax, crossing the line 49 seconds ahead of second-placed John Surtees and his Lola-Climax. Aintree also played host to non-championship Formula One races. The Aintree 200 - the 200 denoting the 200-mile race distance - was held nine times between 1954 and 1964. Moss was the most successful driver, winning the event four times, twice in a Maserati, once in a Cooper-Climax and once in a Porsche. After 1964 Formula One racing left the circuit, Aintree continued to be used for lesser events and club racing, eventually falling into disrepair. Parts of the track are still used by the camera cars that follow the Grand National. The circuit has also been used for events including the Aintree Festival of Motorsport, but more recently demolition work has destroyed much of the old layout. And now there are plans to put a new racecourse grandstand onto the historic Tatts Corner. A great shame, considering the historic importance of the site

source: www.f1.com

Imola GP

today,i just finished watching one of the most exciting F1 race i've ever watched..Alonso followed Michael pretty much 2/3 of the race seperated by only less than a second..as a Ferrari fan i was delighted to see Michaewl won the race..but it was a pretty tiring race to watch because it was so...menegangkan..honestly,guwe sampe gemeteran dan keringetan nontonnya..terlalu seru..who said F1 is boring? XD

eniwe..sekarang guwe keringetan kaya abis jogging..dan rada sakit kepala gara2 mata ga bisa lepas dari tv sepanjang race..kalo yang nonton aja cape,gimana mereka yang disono yah? how about the drivers? they were giving their best shot and pushed their cars and themselves to the limit for 2 hours..dan mereka masih bisa lompat2 on the podium..well..it was all about phycological sih..kalo menang..

anjrit..

mengejar impian..

kemaren guwe baru ngisi formulir buat ngikut Marlboro Red Racing School(MRRS)yang terlampir di tabloid Otomotip..btw,what is MRRS? ceritanya,3 orang yang kepilih bisa diajak ke Italy(bo!) to learn how to drive a sportscar on circuit with proffesional instructors..and how would it feel to ride in an F1-3 seater car(ini yang bikin ngiler). dulu such an event juga pernah ada tapi lumayan guwe cuekin karena masi mesti k NZ,cuman kalo sekarang..why not?namanya juga coba2 aja..

pastinya guwe lumayan berharap kepilih duonk..tapi jujur aja kalo ngga pun ga bakal kecewa2 amat sampe pengen bunu diri,since guwe ga sampe memeras keringat dan membanitng tulang untuk meraih hal itu menjadi kenyataan..tapi,mumpung impian itu sendiri yang 'dateng' or 'menawarkan diri',alangkah guoblognya guwe kalo guwe kaga ambil..tul gak? apalagi ga ada syarat khusus,cuman lampirin fotokopi SIM,KTP sama paspor..tinggi max 195cm dan berat 95 kg(makanya guwe mesti diet). dan kalo kepilih,soal visa,fiskal,tiket(pp),akomodasi,konsumsi sampe perlengkapan balap pihak penyelenggara yang ngurusin..kecuali kalo mo jajan mesti pake doku sendiri..cukup menggiurkan for some people isnt it,since Italy pake euro..tapi itu kan KALO kepilih..and that's a huuuugggeeee 'IF'..

ok,memang kemungkinannya kecil..tapi marilah berangan2 dulu..IF im one from 3 luckiest people who got selected to go to Italy,sudah ada dilema yang menunggu..MRRS berlangsung on this July dan kuliah guwe mulai by this April..wich means kalo guwe memilih MRRS,guwe harus meninggalkan kuliah yang sdah berjalan..and actually,this is the reason why i write this blog..and for those who know me,,i think i'll choose to go to Italy..

mungkin pilihan guwe terasa bodoh dan gila(dalam arti negatif) untuk beberapa orang..tapi untuk beberapa orang yang laen,mungkin pilihan guwe ini adalah pilihan yang berani dan gila(dalam arti positif(emang ada?)). the reason why i choose to go is,

1. Italy adalah salah satu negara yang pengen banget guwe datengin,even tho alesan sebenernya cuman pengen ngerasan nonton bola di San Siro.. Xp
2. to ride/drive an Alfa Romeo GTA and a Ferrari 360 Challenge yang selama ini cuman bisa diliat di majalah2..dan ngerasain ada di kokpit mobil F1 yang selama ini cuman bisa diliat waktu nonton siaran langsung balap F1..
3. since they're gonna use the modified Ferrari F1 car for the 3-seater ride,there's a chance they're gonna do it at Maranello,wich is at Ferrari's HQ,my dream team..its only my speculation anyway..

diliat alesan guwe diatas,masih belon memungkinkan untuk meraih semua itu dengan keadaan guwe yang sekarang..

but that's my case from my poiny of view..what if something like that happened to you against ur dream? ambil contoh misalnya gimana kalo lue lagi tinggal nunggu ujian akhir,dan abis itu lulus..tapi at the same time ada tawaran buat kerja di...jepang/paris?! ( Xp ) tapi harus meninggalkan kuliah..ambil contoh lain,ga usah soal pendidikan deh..but the bottom line is..u gotta choose between apa yang bisa berpengaruh untuk masa depan ATAU impian/obsesi yang ga mungkin kesampean,tiba2 dateng aja di depan mata dan kita ga tau kapan lagi kesempatan itu bakal dateng lagi..

good thing kalo apa yang lue lagi kerjain/sekolah memang impian/obsesi lue..tapi ga semua orang begitu kan? and again,when u gotta choose something..u cant always have all of 'em at once..salah satu mesti ada yang dikorbankan..apakah lue bakal mengorbankan 'masa depan' demi 'impian'..atau lue bakal mengorbankan 'impian' demi 'masa depan'? milih salah satu pasti bakal ada penyesalan di lain pihak..tapi juga bakal ada kebahagian tersendiri..mana yang lue pilih?

mungkin guwe naif..but that's why i wrote this blog..

akankah ini menjadi kenyataan? XD

pe-er,tidur dan ilham..

guwe dikasi "pe-er" dari manga school buat bikin kon-koma manga (4 panels manga) for this sunday.temanya dah ditentuin,dan teks-nya cuman boleh "jadi sampai disini saja" dan "aku akan pergi"..

ternyata susah2 gampang bikin jalan ceritanya..biasa,kalo dipaksain ide ga keluar..jadi guwe nyantai2 aja,take my time,maen game,kadang2 tidur siang dulu..

hari ini setelah tidur2an guwe bisa nyelesain beberapa panel.nyokap yang ngeliat cuman kasi komentar,"memang kamu ini bener2 seniman"..dan dia lanjutin,"tapi ga bisa selalu bergantung sama ilham"..

makanya..untuk mengejar "deadline"...guwe tidur.. ^^

Maybe my time has come to an end..

Maybe my heart has lost its shape..

This feeling cant be healed,

but death wont heal..

Im staring at the peaceful sky,

and i wont cry for the night..

To stand still,

I struggle against the day..

I'll be meaningful,

I wont die..